So i don't know where i should begin with since i'm aware of the fact that i've abandoned this site for approx 2 years. And honestly i don't have any solid reasons to justify.. so here i go again.
It's 14th of October, 2017. The year where a lot of matters has escalated very quickly. Where i discovered my best buddies, my love, developed a more thoughtful mind (more headache definitely) and yes, you do get stressed often as you grow older.
The thing that's been bugging me for quite a while is the future. I know i shouldn't be thinking of it so immensely as it's not within my power to say what does the future holds for me and what am i going to end up as and what I'll eventually pursue in my studies and the list goes on and on. But all I've been thinking about is the final exam I'm about to face in my final year of school, after 11 years.
Exactly 22 days left and i can truly feel the pressure and anxiety kicking in. I've never had any problems enduring anxiety before, so if this is what it feels to have anxiety issues then i'd politely request to never feel this again.
